Sunday, October 23, 2011

Vent, baby, vent..

FUCK NATE KAYLOR. 

FUCK BOYS. 
FUCK BAND BOYS.
FUCK TEENAGE BOYS.
FUCK MONICA.
FUCK HOME WRECKERS. 
FUCK HO BAGS. 
FUCK WEED SMOKERS. 
FUCK RELATIONSHIPS. 
FUCK DATING YOUNGER GUYS.
FUCK PAIN. 
FUCK REOCCURRING NIGHTMARES.
FUCK EX-BOYFRIENDS. 
FUCK YOU. 
FUCK MEMORIES. 
FUCK SCHOOL. 
FUCK LAWRENCE.
FUCK KU.
FUCK BEAR RINGS. 
FUCK ANNIVERSARIES. 
FUCK MERCEDES z80s or whatever the fuck he drove.
FUCK OMAHA.
FUCK LAKE OF THE OZARKS.
FUCK WOLF, THE RABBIT.
FUCK ALI AND MARTIN AND JONAH AND MADDIE.
FUCK ALL THE OTHER FREAKS THAT LIVED IN THAT PLACE.
FUCK BREAKING UP.
FUCK MARRIAGE. 
FUCK PLANS.
FUCK DATES.
FUCK LOVE.
FUCK ME. 
FUCK SADNESS. 
FUCK MISSING SOMEONE. 
FUCK FEELING EMPTY. 
FUCK BEING ALONE.
FUCK BEING SINGLE.
FUCK MISTAKES. 
FUCK BAD CHOICES. 
FUCK IT ALL. 
FUCK. 

On a more positive note, my friends are still as awesome as ever. 
I'll have no trouble paying my bills like I thought I might. 
We might win regionals. 
School is going pretty well, considering..
Even though it's always 30 degrees colder in my house than it is outside, i'm still managing to stay warm at night, WITHOUT someone to hold me close and keep me warm. 
FUCK THAT SHIT. 

Yeah sooooo... that's about that. 
I'm ready for a break. 
I gotta get away.
Re-find myself. 
Get a breath of fresh air. 
Take a vacation.
Go on a trip.
JUST GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM REALITY.
GET AWAY FROM CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME UPSET.

Everything is going to be alright.. but for now i'm ready to just rip someone's head off. 
FUCK PEOPLE. 
FUCK BEING HAPPY. 

LoLo



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